don't worry, the comms were fine, very fine I'd say. however, due my situation here in newgrounds (which I'm not telling what it is to avoid making it not happen), maybe I'll not open them in here, but in other places like DA and FA.

if you wonder what it is, well... let's say that in newgrounds, I'm a ghost :/

So, I had a conversation with my mom, and since she was studying about investment, she was more then agreed to allow me to gather money in internet. My plan is opening a paypal or patreon, open few commissions or maybe donations, and I'd use the money to buy 2 things I want recently: a better computer that can run things my laptop can't and a vr oculus.

What do you think? I could use few opinions, I'm just get started anyway.

after so much, years waiting, something I thought it was impossible happened...

I feel happy

I reached my limit and now I'm insane. I gave time, I created hope from the smallest amounts I had left inside me, but that's it, I'm done. I'm a being filled with hatred and anger. If someone actually succeed to help me, then that someone isn't human, it's god or an angel

sigh listen, I'm still not ok. however, if this is not a goodbye, it can be a long hiatus. I have friends supporting me, but I still have a lot to take care of. so if I don't come back in idk 3 months, you can be certain I gave up for real. I'm still not up to draw and also idk if I'll be refreshing you guys of the news

well... that's it. if things don't get better for me, I'll leave the career of being an artist and move on, never turning back again

been dealing with too much depression lately. was accused of things without proof, couldn't have one single day to relax, art feels pointless for me to do now, I tried but it's not feeling fun anymore, not only that but people seem to not be interested of me in here